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Monday, March 30, 2009Y

Happy Birthday to Xiaohan!

It's a long time since we have met, hope that we can meet up soon :)
No time to pass you your present...
I wish you all the best in everything you do
Pass your exams with flying colours =D
May all your wishes come true!

Kailun:
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To Xiaohan~
Happy Birthday To You

[hahas, I'm getting more and more random:D]

12:00 AM

Wednesday, March 25, 2009Y

Just placed braces(blue) yesterday...
so painful now, cannot each properly.
Went to anchor point to eat KFC today with cheryl and tiantian,
ended spending a lot of time to eat and i can't even finish...

got loads of homework haven't do yet, so sian now...

5:08 AM

Monday, March 23, 2009Y

School officially starts today, Term 2 week 1.
So sad, holidays are over so quickly...
Busy day today,
Loads of holiday homework undone(Chionging them during lessons)

Went for excursion about some Eurasion stuff ( skip viola practice because of that. I am so sorry, i promise i will work harder ok?)

36 days to SYF! Jiayous everyone!

4:56 AM

Friday, March 20, 2009Y

It your 15th Birthday! Happy Birthday Jiayuan!

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Jiayuan
Happy birthday to you ~ kailun

May all your wishes come true:)
It has been quite long since we have last met.
Hope we can meet up some day :D

12:00 AM

Wednesday, March 18, 2009Y

Jiayous everyone for the SYF auditions!
Everyone in Viola Section must get in ok?

9:43 PM

Happy events.
Sad events.
Celebrations.
Smiles.
Excitement.
Anger.
Cries.
Unhappiness.
Boredom.
Frustration.
Depression.

I guess a lot of things happened in this few weeks...
Till now, i finally understood.
Even the kindest person on earth has a limit when it comes to patience.
Still, how could one be so selfish?
Why can't everyone look at things from others' perspective?
Just why is everyone around me so unhappy with each other?
Family, friends.
Why are there so much strains in relationships?

... I decided that I should not care anymore.
For one of the many times, I decided to be selfish, caring only about myself.
After all, all the effort I put in will not be able to bridge this huge gap between them anymore.

9:32 PM

Friday, March 6, 2009Y

Recently, got nothing much to post about everyday because everyday is somewhat the same, so boring.

Lesson was super 无聊 so i never pay much attention.
And 1st lesson was chem and me, cheryl, xiuhui and zoenin got chem presentation, super 紧张lor.
Screwed up a bit of presentation... hope it was ok.

Random remark : IT'S A MIRACLE! I PASSED MY ENGLISH!
Actually, a lot of people in my class pass their english test as well.
But i still did badly in other tests... so disappointed.
Realised that i keeping revolving around the topic about my marks.
Decided that i will officially not think about my terrible results until progress report is out.

Had ensemble practice today.
Was quite fun as we had to memorise the scores and play individually or in pairs during ensemble.

(O.O)Can't believe that SYF is coming so soon... so worried & 紧张.

5:04 AM

Thursday, March 5, 2009Y

Have not done well in all my tests...
Don't know how to face my parents with my horrible results.
From what i have deduced, i think that my GPA is so screwed, it is only 2.8 at most =(

No more words to say... just pure disappointment in myself.

2:55 AM

what an irony?

those people that always pissed about being left out are always the one that always ignore others...
those that think they understand everything and always try to in are the ones that don't know the most...
everyone always assume that they know me, but seriously, do you?
fed-up of always trying to satisfy everyone(their expectations, their self-centred-ness, their assumptions) and end up getting weary myself.
why do i have to be the one who always give in?

2:36 AM

Wednesday, March 4, 2009Y

Nothing much happened today...
Lessons that are quite boring and chem mass lecture...
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RANDOM REMARKS:
I'm starting to feel the stress coming :(
1) SYF is coming! And i haven't been practicing much! I realised that i play until very 难听lor... Luckily we playing the songs that we have been playing for years ler can i can play them a bit better that the other songs(but still very horrible). Viola must jiayous and make that "gold" fatter ok?
2)I guess i would soon become a "miracle" in 3A!
The person with the lowest GPA ever (haha).
Didn't do very well in my tests lor... Especially my maths because i didn't see a 11 marks question and the paper is upon 40(so angry at myself).[ I realised that i keep harping on marks leh... aiyo]

1:32 AM

Tuesday, March 3, 2009Y

Changed my blogskin...
Is this ok?
I kinda like this toast because it it quite cuteت

5:50 AM

Decided to post after quite a while...

nothing much to say really...

i am very disappointed in my results... not doing well :(

And sectionals was great!
Everyone jiayous for SYF, must get more than that shining copper ok?!

4:50 AM